I awoke this morning to a wonderful world.
Some days it's hard to crawl out of bed as I lie there listening to the birds, feeling my heartbeat and thanking God for not simply another day, but another chance...
To live.
Not just to live but to really live. To think. To feel. To enjoy. To breathe in the splendor... To love...
To get it right.
Today the bliss was short lived.
Though I appreciate the complex world of connections, news and exposure, there are times when I think I could just chuck it.
I understand that my involvement is of my own choosing, so I give a bit of leeway.
However...
It is getting harder and harder to wrap my head around such atrocities as hatred, judgement, hypocrisy, condemnation, et al.
Even as I attempt to walk in understanding and forgiveness, I feel that my faith is shaken.
I feel besieged.
I pray that it is the world that needs changing, yet I know that it is me.
It's up to me to shine brighter... stronger... without reserve.
I'm loving as hard as I can...
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